I nearly lost my own life during childbirth in December, 2018. One minute I was envisioning a home birth with my midwife and doula; the next I was being induced a month early with suspected preeclampsia. I labored for 36 hours with numerous interventions, organ failure, and a late diagnosis before needing life-saving blood transfusions and an emergency C-section. I came within potentially minutes of losing my life and my baby’s, and was rushed into surgery alone knowing I may never meet my child. It was traumatic, and as I settled into motherhood and recovery, I learned how unnecessarily common my experience was. Yet I am a white woman living a life of relative privilege in the Bay Area, California, at the epicenter of medicine and technology, under dual care from a midwife and obstetrician and with continuous support of a doula who advocated for me, and so I survived. I hope to create a film that speaks in part to my fellow white Americans, from healthcare workers to politicians and voters. Acting as allies and following the leadership of affected communities, we have the power to protect thousands of mothers – a sacred tribe of which I am now a member – from needless trauma and harm. I also hope that the lessons we stand to learn by questioning our society’s treatment of women, investigating our implicit biases, and celebrating the work of the affected communities and allies who are leading the change, will help to propel birth equity and reproductive justice globally, not just in the U.S. I have spent the past four+ years since my birth experience researching this topic, learning, networking, and collaborating directly with the communities featured in the film.

My teammates for Born for This each bring their own identities, lived and professional experiences to the project. A Black mixed-race mother, co-producer and editor Jessica Jones recently created a short film about Black maternal health for the Smithsonian Futures project in collaboration with BElovedBIRTH Black Centering. The film featured a scene from her own daughter’s birth. Linda Jones, Born for This advisor, Birth Justice movement leader, and expert on Black maternal health, was Jessica’s doula and filmed Jessica’s birth scene. 

Bria Bailey is a quiet presence in the film itself as a student midwife for Janeé and Josh. Also working behind the scenes on the film as an advisor and educational consultant, Bria brings her vast lived experience as a trauma survivor, researcher, midwifery student, and doula. Along with Davon Crawford, we have been collaborating since May of 2022 when we met at the Alabama Black Midwives Conference. After meeting with midwives Lisa Davis, CNM and Kiki Jordan, LM, CPM, who along with their apprentices Bria and Davon agreed to participate in and collaborate on the film, we connected with Janeé and Josh through their providers. 

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